As I am sitting here at 10:30 at night I am trying to figure out why in the world I would begin to blog?? Today is our 9 year anniversary (and he is still around) and at dinner I told him I wanted to start a blog, he asked me not to talk about him (sounds just like Paul, huh)? My response to him was that I did have some interesting stories, at least with the kids........So here I go with my first blog, thanks Crystal, Beth and Lisa for encouraging me to do this! I can only hope that as I begin this I will write about things that people want to hear and if not, then it will serve as therapy for me!!! This is out of my comfort zone, which is exactly why I titled it, are you kidding me??? I am heading to bed now to collect my thoughts so I can blog again tomorrow!!!